Survivor

I keep on thinking and wonder why I have to live in this close space…
A dark paradise that revolves around with a slow phase…
Is this what my destiny has to unfold?
Do I have to travel this endless road?
Nobody can survive here…
No one understand this sacrifice I am going through
I am entrapped in this darkness full of fear, evilness and sadness…
I am begging for seraphim to come down from paradise and help me…
Grave as I can see this space that surrounds me
So quiet, so dull, it is killing the some question but nobody dares to answer…
I have passion for beauty obsession for eternity, courage for long existence, and thirst for sweet success.
Lamentations were just wasted their ears were closed forever
I want to be understood, but they already left for good
Now, it’s just me, my body, my mind, and my soul…
Free to escape in this grave where nobody survived, only but me…GLJ

By on By

An old tree as I stood by
I saw someone such a guy
I’ve never felt like this before
Love at first sight did it occur

I didn’t expect that we will meet
One day is such a coincidence
That we will be like good friends
And lovers till the end

No one is beyond compare
That love we share everyday
And I make a few sights
By on by we said goodbye

How Long

How long shall I travel in this big world just to see you?
How long shall I buy all your stuff just to hear and see your voice and face?
How long will be the time that you will meet someday?
How long shall I wait to hear you that I’m your friend?
How long shall I wait in this big world?
How long! How long!
Until I sing all the love song…JDC

Friewndship Is All That Matters

You never I knew I love you
You thought I was kidding when I say I do
I was just a friend who watches you from a far
Like a child wishing on the bright star
I never meant to feel this, I just did
This feeling I always kept and hide
I never want to see you walk away
My love and affection to you I Lay
I can’t hold on to this feeling forever
Because with you I want to stay
I am scared you might leave if you’ll know
Friendship is still that matters
But everyday this feelings grows

I will always love you even if you don’t
Sister, is what you see in me, I am hurt
Because I realize your heart I will never get
Even though my dreams for us start to set
It’s me dreaming alone again…
I never knew how to say it
But truly all things I’ve said was meant

My heart now bids goodbye,
For I never felt you were feeling the same way I do
I wish I knew you were dreaming alone like me
Because you were terrified I might leave….

We departed each other’s hand,
Without seeing a clear view of what you feel,
Because “friendship is still that matters”
You said…GLJ

Afraid to Love Again

I always see your face in a blue mood
Is it because you have a heavy load?
Or you’re just experienced a sour romance
I feel like involving myself to you at once
This urge of knowing you gets stronger everyday
I just hope you’ll turn your head on my way
Until we finally get acquainted one day
A strange feeling came rushing through my body
I’m so confused at this peculiar feeling
Emanating from constantly asking if you have a fling
And inquiring if you have a serious relationship
This not built in me a reputation of a flip
I don’t dare myself to discover why
‘Cause I would rather tell you a lie
Than to let you know the real reason
That once made we a miserable person
I just want you to be close to me
Because this burden seems too heavy
And could you answer if I ask you this way
Would you be my friend starting this day? .. ALA

Love at First Sight

I still remember, since the day I saw you
I told myself that the person, I’ve been looking for is you
You are my soul mate, you’ve my life
And I want to spend the rest of my life with you

But how can I reach you, you’re too far from me
I know you, but you don’t know me
I missed you, but you don’t miss me
And I love you, but you don’t love me

Can this happen that you & me will meet again,
Can this be real that you & me will be together again
Can this be real the you & me will fall in love with each other
Or can this be a dream that will never come true

If you only knew that I want to see you
If you only knew how I love you
If you’re only here with me
You’ll know how I’m so happy to see you

The most special person in my heart
That I always keep in my heart
Even you don’t know me, let me know you
‘Coz that’s the only way to be close to you

I hope that time will come for you and me
I never give up, I’ll do anything for you
T o show you how much I love you
Because life is worthless without you..JSV

Love Unfolding

Just this morning
When I saw you there standing
All of a sudden I felt this strange feeling again
A feeling I thought I’ve finally gotten over with

My cold hands started to shake
And my face turned red…was I blushing?
Have I become too transparent?
For my friends started teasing me!

Yes, I kept you in my heart for so long
I was able to keep you in silence
Was able to suppress this feeling
Until this morning

Should I go on adoring you?
Although deep in my heart
I know you don’t feel the same way?
Must I stop this foolishness (If I call it as such?)

Now that my friends know about it
For you’ve brought back this genuine smile on my lips
You’ve made me feel this ecstasy
Which only love can bring…RE